The hardest part about letting go of the finite experience of the body so that we may again return to the infinite experience of our soul in LOVE (we in truth are) is saying goodbye to our addictions, to the illusions of flesh we imagine real, but when the sublime divine pleasure of helping another is experienced, all imagined pains and pleasures of skin, eyes, and memory, simply fade back into the shadow, the dark disguise of ego; it is then we realize that we are saying goodbye, shedding tears, struggling to let go of things that never actually were.