Perhaps, despite all he knew of LOVE and Infinity, he was still here, because like almost the others, he too was afraid he may disappear forever, as if he never were, but he knew in his soul of souls that in order to guide them from their long winter in demented misery, disappear from his fear into the oblivion embrace of oneness with LOVE and Infinity he must; for only by piecing the veil of between known and unknown will they find their soul family, their home in the boundless void of endless certainties manifesting at once…